Scribble down some stupid stuff
Is it worth it?
Fake and phony chains of mail
And searching for a purpose
Back down to the old pond
Throw in my rock
Maybe make a little ripple across surface
I can see it out
I can sort it out
But it still makes me nervous

Come home, look back, collapse, fall down in a chair
Flip through plastic memories and games of truth or dare
Lean back and stare away
Look back from all the grey
Until I can get some air

Being drunk and tired don't mix well
Unless I'm next to you ah what the hell

I know I have been on the down low
And I know I needed time to take to it slow
To get it right
To a song
A song for you
To sing along to
But then again I don't even know what I want to say
Things didn't go our way

Coughed up smoke and spoke your name
It was more of a whisper but it sounds the same
When my voice is shot short by a shock of sorts
Writing something pointless Forgetting what the point is
Lists all bullet pointed
An aimless brainless playlist lacking patience
I'm not in a good place
And at this pace I'm overlapping itself

Maybe if we just
Hold your ground now
We could adjust
Slow it down now
I don't know where I'm going with this
So show me where the window is

I know I have been on the down low
And I know I needed time to take to it slow
To get it right
To a song
A song for you
To sing along to
But then again I don't even know what I want to sing